hey everyone im bbbaaccckkkk from california!
yea. i know you missed me.
Anyway, i started writing this amazing entry when i first got home which was like 2 days ago but my computer spazed, blah blah blah and that was the end of that. so now im here trying to remember everything i wrote which is kinda hard but ill give it a shot anyway.
My vacation was a lot of fun except for the times when my dad called my mom to update her about keith and how charges were officially made against him and how he might not be let back into school and stuff (Dr. Wills decided to let him back into school partly because she knew that she couldnt keep him out for somenthing that happened outside of school and partly because my dad threatened to file a law suit against the school if she did ;-]) soo that made my mom a depressed mopey stressed trainwreak for quite a few days before she snapped out of it. i wish my dad had saved the drama for when we got back to reality. but whatever.
i have become a huge olympic whore. seriously, since there were only like 4 channels in all the hotels we went to, i ended up just watching the olympics, whcih was always on and i just became obsessed. i mean, when they played the closing ceremony, i cried. And i watched it twice. i instantly fell in love with mens gymnastics. and Paul Hamm. Paul Hamm is GOD. i felt so bad when like the world turned against him after the whole judging controversy. Paul, i didnt turn agains you!! I LOVE YOUU!!! and i dont think hes gay although everyone else thinks he is (come on people, i mean just because he hasnt gotten his "man voice" yet and he happens to enjoy mens gymnastics does NOT mean hes gay, lol) But anyway, after mens gymnastics i continued to watch the olympics and just fell in love with it!! GO USA AND OUR 103 TOTAL MEDALS!! woohoo 4 more years till Bejing 2008 baby!! p.s- when i am 21 Paul Hamm will be 26. hell yess.
so after many long hours in the Guidence office with Mr. Murinelli, my dad got me into Drama 2!!!! YAYYY!! and not only that but he got me out of Health for this year! HELL YESSS!!! and im in a higher math class and will have to take the regents in january!! HELL NOOO!!! well what can you do about it. ill just have to *shudder* study. dammit.
school starts in 3 days! NOOO!! where did my summer go? it seems like only yesterday i started this journal, with siobhan sitting on my bed at 3am, waiting for my cleaning people to come. well, i have decided. this journal will be my summer 2004 journal. the year that totally sucked. some examples of why-
- -keith crashed my dads car- the beginning of it all
- -my dad isnt making as much money as he used to anymore and my mother doesnt work anymore so were having money problems
- -my grandma died
- -i got 11 C's, 10 B's and no As in my acedemic classes in school- and i failed my math final
- -keith started sneaking out and doing more drugs, my parents actually found out
- -my parents started talking about divorce then realized they coundnt afford it
- -i got fired from my job that i loved
- -keith got involved with parker and a gun, and he got charged for it and was almost kicked out of school
- -my mother is slipping into a serious depression
- -some people are trying to sue us for more cash from the car accident
- -i got my first stomach virus ever
- -my dads best friend in the whole world and co worker for many years got fired the other day because the company that they could do without his position to save money.
if i think of anything else then ill list it, but thats a pretty long list already now isnt it? well i suppose i should look on the bright side of things...lol. anyway i know that sooner or later all families have there share of problems but this is just a lot of shit thats been going on. im almost looking forward to going back to school. almost. lol.
that reminds me. im making a new journal for the new school year. a fresh start. kinda nice dont you think? so if anyone wants to know, it will be called SoCalledChaos, a name that i use in a MSCL message board thing, lol. i will start making it now and it will be ready by September 7th 2004 for me to write in about school and such. so i guess i finally have room to breath after all.
well, i missed everyone and its good to be home. for now, i have to get my school stuff together and finish up my siddhartha report which (YES) i have written. amazing i know.
BWAHAH its Paul Hamm!!!! (above)
....and his TWIN BROTHER and fellow gymnist Morgan Hamm!!! (haha there are TWO of them!! WOO!!...and check out that split!! he gets a 10 in my book!!!!)